Yesterday was rough. It was a long, mentally exhausting day. Anyone that knows Carson knows that he’s stubborn. He takes the cake for stubborn kids and I wish I was exaggerating. Something that works for Carson one day doesn’t work for him the next and yesterday, nothing worked. Yesterday I tried every parenting tool known to man and he did not respond to a single one. NOT A SINGLE ONE. He is insanely strong willed. He is determined to be in control and have things his way, which when you’re 4 and nothing is in your control, it’s a tough pill to swallow. He is the child that you could tell to eat a cookie and he wouldn’t want to simply because you said to. And because when it rains it pours, yesterday was another day that Ben absolutely would not sleep if he wasn’t attached to my boob. I couldn’t even set him down to discipline Carson without him crying. And at the end of the day I no longer have a husband that can help me clear my head once he gets home from work. And maybe thos...